Beautee'fully Urs.....

2010-08-06T14:00:00.003+08:00

I've moved. Add me up here...

http://Beautifully-urs.tumblr.com

2010-05-26T13:42:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday to my dearest Besties,

HAZWANI BAHROM!!!

You're a year older now and wiser as alwys.

Thank you for being there for me even though we hardly had time to meet up.

Thank you for being a dear friend in every ways.

Thank you for being the mak nenek n kecoh-rable friend also...hehehe

Although you can be quite naggy & irritating person at times,

you will never be forgotten.

I wanna thank Allah for showing me what true friend is all about.

Lastly, I wanna wish you the best of health, semoga panjang umur n

lots n lots of rezeki.

I love you my dear friend and I will, alwys will.

No matter how tough our life would be, we will remain this way till the end.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

2010-05-11T08:42:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the late updates.
Been too bz.
Will update soon aite.
Till than, See ya soon.

PS: I hope it will go on smooth on that day. Insyallah. *excited mode*

2010-04-12T13:33:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RIZAL!!!

I'm so much in love with you baby.

May all your wishes come true and don't forget I want Macbook.....lol!!!

Love you alwys baby. *muackz*

2010-03-30T13:16:00.006+08:00

Here I go again...
Been MIA for the mean time...
No time to update tho.
Well, here's a short entry from me
Last saturday was a year older for me and my brother.
We share the same b'daes.
Went to my mom's place to celebrate my b'dae with my family.
Followed by wedds the next day.
That's all for now.

My Big Family!!

Congrats to Faezah & Zali on their wedds.
May they be blessed alwys!

That's all for now. toodles!!

2010-03-03T23:30:00.001+08:00

Hello Everyone!!!!!!
I'm back!!! Updating using my itouch now. hehehe
Lazy to on my lappie...=)
Exams are over like FINALLY! Wohooooooo!!!
I'm so happy that it's over and i'm gonna have lots of time at work now.
OVERTIME again...wheeee!!!
More overtime more money right...hehe
But I'm honour to work in my current company cause my colleagues are great,
everyone get along really well. Nice and great bunch of people.
Anyway, plans have been made by my friends for this weekends and
more time with them for sure. *wink*
Meeting with love fid this Sunday and the week after with darling wani.
We have lots to talk about. Tsk2!

Btw I'm tired with what have been going on. Even e slightest mistake leads to break ups.
Not even my fault and I'm to blame and pin points all the time.
Why does a person that you love can hurt you so many times but you are still with the person??
Maybe that is what they called LOVE I guess.
But seriously i'm really really exhausted when I'm not in the wrong and end up being
treated as if I did something bad.
This things gotta stop now.
Enough is enough.
I'm gonna have a deep thought and think about it carefully about this.
I know I can get through this no matter what cause I have my love ones around me.
Whatever we want, we can't have them.
At times we gotta let go and gonna stop holding on to it if it isn't yours.
I have my believe in them.
I've tried but it u who keeps wanting to make it end it.
Haiz!

Will update more upcoming events pics soon k.
Till then, stay tune! *wide smile*

2010-01-31T20:00:00.003+08:00

Exams is in 2 wks to be exact.
O gosh!!! Pressure pressure pressure.....!!
Help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so behind schedules...No more fun and its gonna be study study study time.
I need to divide my time to do all this at one go and I'm trying my best to do well in my exams as I flung my test badly. haiz.
Its not getting much easier for sure.
And I'm having kinda hard time now.
I won't be updating much for the time being but feel free to type in my cbox or shall i see you in fb. Will return after my exams and i bet there will be a lot to share with you all.
Till then, do tk cr aite. Toodles!

ps: Things are not doing good for now. I need the strength to carry on. Insyallah.

2010-01-14T23:43:00.010+08:00

Its already 2010 and my blog is so freakin dusty.

O golly!!!

I've been busy and I just don't have the time to blog due to my test.

And guess what???

I failed all my 3 papers....

Its the 1st time in my life that I failed all the paper within a few months.

Believe me, its true.

Its the record I've made and there will be no records about this ever again.

This, I can promise you that.

Its just that too many things had happened in my life and I'm kinda stress whenever I think about it.

Some things are just getting worst. haiz.

But thank to the one above for giving me the strength to carry on.

I thank my love for being there for me, for sending me to work n fetching me from school whenever he's on off days or after his workin hours.

I never even asked for it but you sure know how to please me.

You are making me falling in love with you all over again.

Yes, I do mister....=)

Gonna blog again next time. Till then, I shall end it here. Kinda tired and I've been sleeping quite late due to studying. *eyes shutting soon*

I miss these girls....=(

My darling Cinta!

I'm so much in love with you.

2009-12-26T04:13:00.006+08:00

Well, Look at my blog.
Its so freakin dustier than ever now. lol!!
Been kinda busy with lots of plans this coming month. *phew*
Btw did I told you that I love Christmas??
I didn't right...
Guess what, I do LOVE Christmas. hehehe...
I received quite a no. of gifts from my friends and love. *yippie*
And I got 3 new dresses now. wheeeeee!!!!
Simply love it, love it, love it.....hell yeah, I'm loving it. hehehe
Thanks to my friends for the gift and Thank you love for the dresses.
He knows me too well that I love dresses and I am a dress freak for sure. hehehe...

So 2009 is coming to an end and I'm so looking forward to 2010.
I have alot to achieve on that very year.
Well, I can't tell you about it cause I prefer keeping it to myself and of course, I will only share to the ones that i'm closer with. *wide smile*
I'm getting excited and eager for 2010.
Till than, I'll update again next time aite.

We do look alike huh..haha..Well, that's my dearest Cinta.

My one n only Love. =)

2009-12-02T00:42:00.007+08:00

So my weekends was nt bad except saturday. haiz.
Things didn't work as planned on that day. *was kinda pissed off*
But on Sunday was great.
We ate alot of food with from morning till late night...*yeah we did, giggles*
Had roti kirai in the morning than went to mac and we had grilled chicken meal *we share just one meal ok..*
Than in the evening, we went to vivo.
I've been craving for kway teow cockles and carrot cake at vivo.
Had window shopping and I bought myself a new wallet as the old one spoilt all of a sudden. tsk2!
Than we headed to newton cause Cinta's friend wanted to have ice kacang.
But instead of ordering ice kacang only, We ordered satay and cockles and our stomach was freaking bloated.
In just one day, Me n Cinta had lots of food to eat. hehehe....
Went to mustafa centre after that and we had lots of pics taken too.
Been talking among each other.
We'll plan to have another reunion and this time, we're gonna have bone steak. *drooling already*

Apart from that, I do have fun on that day even though my saturday was damn wasted because of that SOMEBODY. tsk2!

Before I end Blogging, I wanna wish Cinta & Me

HAPPY 5TH YEARS ANNIVERSARY!

2009-11-23T00:04:00.002+08:00

Like FINALLY!!!

Meet up with besties WANI....Yeay!!!

So so super duper happy to meet her.

Met her at cp and we had a long chat at starbucks

Its been quite some time since we last met.

I'm so gonna meet her soon and the next pit stop we shall have a meal

Gonna have our all time favourite restaurant - Thai Express

Minced Chicken rice and not forgetting TOM YAM.....yumilicious! *drooling*

I'm so so so so looking forward to that.

Missing my darling WANI even though we met a few hours ago n it is simply not enough hours spending time with her. hehehe...

Thanks gf for having the time to meet me. I'm so loving u lots!

ps: I'm missing the other besties of mine too.Ms Fid!! Gonna plan to have meet ups for the 2 wonders women in my lfe.

2009-11-15T14:58:00.003+08:00

Friday the 13th was the best friday ever.
Had a futsal match with my colleagues at ecp.
All guys and 4 girls only.
We had a mix team...cool right!!
It was tiring and I sweat alot, real lots!!
But i love it.
Its been quite a few years since I played soccer though.
That was the 1st time I played futsal. hehehe
And this is so gonna happen again. I love it, love it, love it.
hehehehe...

Been thinking of losing my weight now.
Thats a definite a new year resolution for me next year.
I wanna keep myself fit and i need a lot of work to do that.
I believe i can. =)
I've already started doing that actually and i am losing some of my "FATS" now...hahaha
So keep it up FARAH!! =)

Waited for the ball to come near him....hahaha

Was waiting for my turn and as usual camwhore 1st....hehehe

Ppl in actions!

The 3 gals including me(taking pics of them) waited for our turns.

ps: Next stop, karaoke-ing next week with colleagues. I won't be going though. hehehe.

2009-11-07T14:29:00.003+08:00

I'm tired of everything that happened in my life.
Family thingy, nt good on the dad's as he's nt responsible to take care of the family at all.
There I've said it!
But with my mom's are simply getting better...Alhamdulillah.
I do miss her alot even even when I'm looking at her.
Its been so many years since we last chat and this years is truly a bless for me cause me n my mom finally spoke. Syukur Alhamdulillah.
As for my dad. we're not in a talking terms at all.
I just don't know him anymore, I really don't.
All I can do now is to pray for my parents that they will be in good health and change for the better which my mom is getting better now
The past kept haunting me and now the truth have been out.
Whatever happens will be known one day and it took a long years for me to know the truth.
I finally see what have been happening in my life and my family.
For that, I rest my case now.

I thank him for being there for me whenever I needed the most.
My bestfriend, My soulmate, Simply My everything.
Even though we've been through alot but things been better each day now.
Syukur Alhamdulillah.
We will make it through no matter what the circumstances is.

ps: I love you.

2009-11-05T20:08:00.006+08:00

At times love can turn to hatred
But after a while it might go away
I've learning every steps of it
Treasuring every moments that comes in my way
Friends getting engage or married now.
As for me, nah....still a long way to go.
I'm so not ready for all that as I still have alot of things in mind that i need to fulfill.
But someone's been talking about marriage....o darn!!
I gotta keep my both ears shut for now...hahaha...
I'm so loving my new specs...
NERD NERD NERD!!
And I'm so can't wait for eve of new year
Love gotta plan a trip just the two of us to celebrate our anniversary
I'm so looking forward to it....
I've got shoot this month
Date have nt been confirm.
I'm so excited....=)

2009-10-26T23:37:00.005+08:00

Was just helping out a friend's aunt (Bestie Fiddie) at expo yesterday.
And I had to wear this gorgeous wedding gown and
It was freaking heavy but I feel so much comfortable wearing it. *wide smile*
Simply love it! I really do!
Will be having another event next month.
Till then, I'm so loving it! *wink*

2009-10-18T16:57:00.004+08:00

I think I wanna be a nerd.
For no reasons at all.
Thinking of trying out something new.

Cause I find myself more comfortable in them...hehehe...
Should I or Should I not??
Maybe I think I should. *smile*

2009-10-07T00:49:00.005+08:00

Met my darling gf Fiddie soon after I knock off from work.
Went straight to woodlands to meet her.
Its kinda a last minute thingy though and I was free at that point of time.
Accompanied her to popular bookstore since she wanted to buy a nicer book to write on.
Then we headed to starbucks and had a long chatting moments.
We still have a lots of catch up to be done.
And we're gonna have more meet ups for sure. *winking to Fiddie*

I have this both bestest friends since like forever.
They are Wani and Fid.
Someone whom I can always rely on, A shoulder to lean on and sadness as well.
Even though we have less meet ups, doesn't mean I forgot about you ladies.
You both have a special place in my heart no matter what.
You make me stronger and believe that I can have a better life.
Thank you for lending me ur shoulders.
I just couldn't ask for more.
I love you ladies alot and I hope we will remain this way forever.
Since both of u are engaged, *while I'm not...hehehe*
I can't wait to see both of you walking down the aisle.
I'm truly happy to see you ladies are doing very well.
And I will always love you ladies.*Big hugs*

2009-09-27T12:01:00.005+08:00

OMG!! I love his voice. He got the looks, the voice....He's simply WOW!!
I'm so loving this song. Can I fall for him?? lol!!

2009-09-22T23:55:00.013+08:00

I need a break.
Yes, I do!!
I wanna go far far away for the mean time.
Gonna plan a getaway with a friend of mine.
No point thinking about this anymore.
Truly hurt deep down inside of me.

PS: Human makes mistake. We all do. No one is born perfect in this world. We gotta give in and take, forgive and forget. Gotta relax my mind for now. I'm just too upset to talk about it. Its getting deeper n deeper now.
To someone, Thank you for being there for me when I needed someone at this point of time. You make me feel much better now. Thank you so much.

2009-09-21T12:50:00.005+08:00

The 1st day of Raya was a disaster for me.
Lots of unlucky things happened on this very day.
Family chaos, Vehicle tyres flat, Jamming lift n etc.
Because of one Fucking bitch destroy the entire family
Fuck her for ruin my family.
I'm not happy with what happened this year.
Tears kept rolling for all of us and feelings being hurt emotionally.
Its freaking hurt badly.
It really do!

Having someone to share your joy never even there when you need 'em the most.
That's double hurt.
Whats the point of having 'em in my life.
When they are having problems, we will be there for 'em but when it comes to us, they simply don't bother.
It shows that it is not worth of having them in our life.
I'm so vexed now. *sigh*
I hope things will get better but I just dunno how long its gonna be.
Maybe it will be forever, I just dunno.
To that someone I hope you will realize that u had tear this family apart and I don't even think that you even care for this family.
You will get your retribution one day.
I really hope you will.

PS: I just need someone whom I can really talk to but it just hard to talk to that person nowadays. Things are not going smoothly anymore. Its getting harder as times goes by. I wish I could find that someone whom I can confide to for the rest of my life.

2009-09-19T16:53:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN
TO ALL MY FRIENDS!

2009-09-18T19:32:00.003+08:00

Fuck off!!
I'm tired of all this shits.
You're the one who keep on asking for separates everytime and now I grant your wishes.
Its fucking over!

2009-09-16T16:06:00.013+08:00

I'm so in love with my weekends.
Hell yeah!! *jumping up & down*
Been eating non-stop the whole day til 4 plus am.
O gosh,I think Im gonna gain more weight now...tsk2!
Break-fast with Cinta's friends.
We went to newton and we had Ikan pari, Cockles, Baby squid, Kangkung, Black pepper beef, Tom yam soup, Khailan n etc
I'm so loving the food.
Yumilicious ever!!!
Ate till our stomach was freaking bloated and we thought of ordering Ice kacang but nah....to be postpone the next trip yeah...hehehe
Went to town for a while before we proceed to B&J
Yum2!!! I love ice cream. Yes i do!!
Love bought a small portion of ice cream and end up, I'm the one who finished it.
His reasons was, "It is too sweet n etc..."
I just continued eating them and ignoring his conversations...hehehe
What I do know is that I can't stop licking the Chocolate n vanilla coated with caramel and m&m with the waffel below them

And so, after ice cream session, we proceed to Kallang leisure park
Went to bowling alley but it was packed and so we had to be in the waiting list (gotta wait for their call though)
We proceed to kaya(I can't remember what it is called)and had a light supper there
Planning for our raya trip, holidays and etc with the rest.
We all know for sure is that we're gonna have an ice skating day soon. *freaking excited*
Received a call from the bowlers and so we proceed to the alley.
11 ppls competiting among each other and it was just the fun of it
And I just can't stop laughing looking at each of them as most of the balls went to LONGKANG including me...hahahaha
After the game, some of us went to jalan kayu for our sahur and bid goodbye to the rest of them.
I had a super double blast time with them and I'm so can't wait for the next events.

Before getting ready...hahaha

They just can't get enough of this. haha

B&J....Like it, Love it!

Group photos is a must for us. =)

ps: To aida, I've updated ok.....hehehe.
Rizal will be free for the raya trip on the date requested. Happy kan kan kan.....Me also. =)

2009-09-11T16:08:00.005+08:00

1st of all, sorry if I didn't update my blog.
Kinda lazy actually...hehehe
But hey, I'm back now...*wink*
So as you know Hari Raya is getting nearer and I'm kinda happy because its another holiday for us..yeay!
I was thinking of changing my new hair do and so i went to a salon with a friend of mine
She straighten her hair while I curl mine
But there's a twist to it.
I ask for big curls, she gave me a small curls
And so when everything was done, the finale was like "I HATE IT SO MUCH!!"
Yes, I do hate it like hell.
It was not what I've wanted at all
The moment I step out of the salon before I proceed to my galfriend's place, I bun up my hair. hahaha...
I know I should have let it go but I can't stand it at all
And so, I bun up my hair all the way and never let it go

The very next day, I went to another salon at my place
I wanted to cut abit shorter and so the cutting begins and I'm like "OMG, Its damn short."
Proceed home and I regrets like hell
I wanted to keep my hair longer but now it is short. argh!!
I want it to grow faster...argh!!!
And today, I went to my original salon which I've been going there ever since, I requested them to straighten my hair and I got a few comments from them.
They said the curls was not nice at all which I totally agree with them...hehe...
So they start their experimenting on my hair and after every thing was done, I just told them "I'm loving my hair once again" *with a wide smile, of course*
Its is more neat n presentable though
I spent a few hundreds on my hair this month and so next month I need so save up real bad. lol!!

My new hair do....Like it so much...=)

2009-09-05T23:52:00.002+08:00

My Newest member in my life.
I'm so in love with him.
A.D.I.D.A.S!!!
Next will be P.U.M.A!!!
Coming up soon!
Like it, Love it!

ps: I'm just tired for now.

2009-09-01T01:54:00.009+08:00

Seldom we realised that we're too comfortable with each other.

The flaws, The disturbance moment(all the time..hehe), The untrue stories being spread around by others, The unknown calls to ur phone and lots more.

No matter what had happened in our life, It made us closer and get-to-know more about each other.

Plans have been made and decide when our time is right.

Talking about the future ahead excites us in every way.

Getting ready for our day will be the most beatiful moments in our life.

I am definitely in love with you.
HAPPY 57TH MONTH-SARY MY DEAR CINTA!!

PS: I'm loving you like crazy. =)

2009-08-25T22:11:00.004+08:00

Ladies in the house....
Hell yeah!!
I adore them!
I heart them lots.
I love u ladies so much!!

2009-08-22T00:16:00.004+08:00

Wishing all Muslim a Happy Fasting month.

2009-08-15T16:53:00.003+08:00

A friend of mine was feeling very2 down
He just lost his most precious person in his life.
It is none other than his one n only MOM.
He love her so much that he willing to do anything for his mom
He is a great son n a great brother who pampered his two precious persons the most in his life.
I'll pray for you and your brother always.
Just remember that she will be with you where ever you are.
Be strong my friend cause I know you are.
Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmatnya.
Amin.

PS to Hamzah: I may not be close to you nor know you that well.
But one thing for sure, I know you're a gd son and a gd brother who never fails to reach out your hands to them.
You may be lost the love of your life but Allah loves her more than you can ever imagine.
I pray for your health always.
You gotta be strong as you have a brother to take care of now.
It is your responsibility to watch over him as I'm sure your mom will be proud of you as she's already did before she left this world. Pray for her aite. Amin.

2009-08-12T22:42:00.005+08:00

Will I be able to stay this way forever?
I hope so. I really do.
I'm so much in love with this boy of mine.
I feel super extra special when I'm with him
The love that he had given me.
The care and concern, he showed me.
The cats n dogs flaws which are in our way as well.
But hey, Its part n parcel in life.
It make us understand much better as days goes by.
I have him by my side all this years and
I want it to remain this way forever.
I wanna grow old with him.
Be it rain or shine,
I'm so in love with him.

I wanna ride with you forever, my Dear.

2009-08-09T22:40:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

2009-08-03T13:42:00.009+08:00

I'm truly bless that I met this man of mine.
Never fail to cheer me up and a great listener indeed.
There may be thousands or even trillions of flaws that have been happening in our life but deep down inside, I knew he's the one that I wanna spend the rest of my life with.
Well, Life is full of obstacles and yet I'm so loving all of them at the same time
I ain't no perfect but my life is absolutely beautiful being with him.
I'm so much in love with my dear CINTA.

2009-07-29T23:15:00.006+08:00

I know its been quite some time since I updated my blog
So here I am blogging again...=)
Went back to kampung again last weekend
It was superb, totally awesome
Playing marbles, bbq-ing, shopping, simply lots n lots of food
Well, I don't really have much to blog nowadays as I've gonna be very busy soon enough
Exams is getting nearer
Fasting month is freaking nearest
Hari Raya is so so nearer-est....haha
Dance auditions in 3 weeks time.
I hope I can make it thru
Dance performances is yet to be confirm
Waiting for people to update me...hehehe
You see my schedules are getting tighter as days goes by
So I'll be extremely busy soon
Till than Gd night everyone!

ps: I'm in love with my man. I'm so can't wait for the meet ups 2moro.
Gonna prata-ing after my school. hehehe

2009-07-20T22:41:00.006+08:00

My weekends was superb as usual....Hell yeah!!
Meet love on saturday morning, Freakin early morning ok. =)
Love fetched me at 7.15am as he was on the night shift on friday night.
I knew he was damn freaking tired but a duty as a lovely CINTA he accompanied me on that very day
Went to have our early breakfast at serangoon before we proceed to ICA
I had to change my passport picture due to one pathetic malaysian customians Damn stupid and idiot of him, period!

Here's how the story goes...
I've been using my passport for so many years and all of a sudden one fella from malaysian custom told me that my picture looks like a kid
And he told me that I should change my pic.
WTF! I've been using them for so long and he asked me to change my pic cause i look like a kid.
What a joke mister!!
You must be freaking blindThe different btw that pic was, I just tied my hair....Dats all dumbass.
STOOOPID fella...
With that face of urs, u're seriously look like an ass..
By the way, His name is SAIFUL.
He had a moustache with so-not happy face.
With a nerd and pathetic looking feature.
So I went to the infomation counter at ICA and told a lady about it and she say its just absurd of him to do that.
And the best part was they don't do any replacement of pic anymore so I have no choice but to make a new one. Tsk2!
That was my last resort cause I'll be heading to kampong this week and I'll be collecting them this thursday
Going there with love again.
Head back to his crib and his mom cook nasi lemak on that day. Yum2...FOOD!! hahaha....
Delicious!!!
Took a nap till 9.45pm before love send me home as I have a date with my sisters the very next day.
Luv u baby!

Woke up at 12+pm the very next day cause I can't sleep that night even though I'm damn tired
Force myself to wake up no matter what
Received a call from Bestie and messages from sisterly lub ira...
Meet the gals and we went starbuck-ing, pool-ing and catch a movie
Watch Harry Potter and I'm kinda disappointed with the ending
Gotta wait for the next movie again...haiz
But thats not the problem...
At least I had fun and a great time meeting up with my sisters. *smile*
Luv ira & wani lots.
I have a talk with my besties under her void deck and I'm so missing talking to her.
Its been quite some time since we have a great chat...=)
Great time & Great companion ever I had a great weekends with my love ones.

ps: I'm heading to kampong with love and his family this weekends and I ubber excited about it. =)

2009-07-13T23:58:00.006+08:00

I want you to be gone.

I hope you will know whats family is all about when the time comes.

Think about others before thinking about yourself. Selfish act to be exact.

You ain't no rich so WAKE UP!

Start to repent before its too late.

Whatever happen, Karma will follow you no matter what.

I'll just sit down and watch the show.

ps: To that BIATCH, you're damn shameless woman. No brains and you have damn thick skin. I hope you will suffer. I really want you to suffer cause you are the one who cause the break ups in other peoples life.

2009-07-08T21:10:00.003+08:00

It was heartbreaking to see Paris katherine Jackson made this speech.
Tears roll down on me all of a sudden
It is hard on her and her younger brothers
I really pity them as they lost their dad at a very young age
I hope they will be safe and be loved by everyone around them.

MJ was the best entertainer in the whole wide world
I'm so so loving his songs and his dance move
Talented man ever.
You're always be remembered. AMIN!

2009-07-05T13:55:00.006+08:00

I just don't understand some people
Issit wrong telling the truth??
Or should we lie instead?
Telling them the truth can be a big problems too
What's the point of having a trust than?
Might as well don't bother trusting anyone right.
Simply ourageous & pathectic.
Bringing up the past all the time will definitely be a never-ending-story
Promises is just a word for some people.
Breaking it is a normal thing for them too.
It is called empty promises.
They choose to iqnore it even though it is a slight problems...WTH!
Keeping quiet doesn't solve the problems at all
Some people should wake up and think of all the consequences before it is too late
As for me, I choose to iqnore as it is simply a childish act.
Humans ain't perfect at all.

2009-07-01T22:46:00.018+08:00

HAPPY MONTH-SARY TO US!!

I'm so much deeply in love with you, Cinta.

Cinta fetched me from school yesterday (aww....how sweet!!) and we headed to mustafa centre
I bought new mp3 player, Water bottle and earphones
Like it, Love it! *wide smile*

Spent most of the time walking up and down
Surveying on some stuff for the kampong trip again...hehe
Headed back home after that as it was already late
I'm working the next day....tsk2!
I reached home at 1am I guess
A few mins later I received a call from CINTA
He told me that he forgotten something and I'm like "You forgot what??"
And he said ""I forgot to wish you Happy Monthsary to you"...
I really thought he forgotten something or something happened to him....tsk2!
Awww.....I was so touch as he was on the road at that time when he called me.
He's damn sweet and dope.
Luv him more every single day.
Even though it was just a short hour meet ups, I did had a great time being with Cinta
Before I forget, Luv brought home gassy drink last week
He brought home this:

His pilot gave it to him...haha
Like it, Love it!!!

At last, I met my darling besties galfren just now.
Its been so long since we've long to meet each other and I was so happy to see her
Waited for her at orchard mrt and as I was waiting patiently for her, a lady came up to me and said, "I want you to come to this freelance modelling agency, Its for ads, commercial and etc."
I'm like errrr.....*gave my no. to her and will be getting a call next week*
Just wait and see than.
Been getting lots of phone calls, messages and email but I reject them everytime. *wide smile*
Going everywhere and had the same issue again and again
Me a model??? Like no way....haha
Back to my outing, went to thai express with bestie and had our favourite food : Minced Chicken with Basil leave rice
Our favourite ever since we work together back in the old days. haha...
Bought ice cream too....yum-yum....
I'm totally bloated like hell......damn....
I'm really happy to see her, seriously!!
Pass her belated prezzy to her even though its kinda late...hehe
Even though we have lesser time together, we will keep updating each other about things going on in our life
I love her and forever, she will be my bestest friend.
I'm missing her though.

That's her....She may be crazy at times but She's a great person to be with.
I know she's gorgeous and she is. Strong lady and a gd heart within her.

2009-06-29T09:33:00.003+08:00

I'm so in love with TRANSFORMERS.
I am indeed.
And guess what??? I've watched it twice in a week. Yes twice!!
Can you believe it?? I bet u don't but I did...*wide smile*
I'm not being paranoid or something but I'm totally into that movie...hehe
Watched it on Friday with my fellow colleagues and on Sunday with my dear Cinta.
O gosh...I'm so into that movie.*wink*

Well, school starts today and I'm so damn lazy to go for classes...haha
Can I have one more week of holiday pls pls pls...hehehe
Nah....I think I rather go to school cause I love being in school even though it's just for a few hours of lessons.
Can't expect me to be in school the whole day right!!!
I gotta work to support myself and school thingy!!! remember!!
Juggling both work and school is kinda hard and tiring but I believe I can do it.
I have faith in myself, so does my Cinta.
Achieving what I want in life is part of my dreams and being able to fulfill it, is a wish come true.
I have too many dreams in life and I'm gonna achieve it one at a time.
Steps by steps no matter how long it takes, I believe I can.
Faith, Hopes and Believe are the main keys in my life.
I believe you can too. *wink*

2009-06-25T13:54:00.003+08:00

I've been punk by love yesterday...
He trick me and I didn't even see it coming...damn!....haha..
Here's what happened, my lappy was down due to overloaded stuff inside my hard drive and so my lappy just would'nt wanna start...lol!!
Love being a gd bf cums *ahem2* sent it to the service centre for me last week
And so, the sales person told him that it will be ready in 3 days time
I have to use my phone to surf the net...haha
Love called them on tuesday and asked them when is the collection day
He told me that it can be collected in another 3 days time which will be ready by this friday
Love called me and told me about it.
I'm like "why they took so long?? ala....Its ok den."
Than I met love at his crib yesterday cause he told me to come over and so I did
I didn't even suspect anything fishy-ness though.
Reached his crib and when I was about to put my stuff on the table, love told me that his grandad will be coming over so he told me to put my stuff on the computer table which its kinda puzzle me.

His reasons was "When atok arrived later, he will put all his stuff on that table."
I'm like "Atok don't have much stuff la so i can put la..."
He keep pestering me to put my stuff on the computer table and so I did
And suprisingly, I saw my lappy on that table and said "u lie eh that atok is coming, u just wanna surprise, disturb and trick me kan..."
Went up to him and wack him, distubing him n etc....hahaha
Well, He indeed got me this time and I shall return his soon...hehe
Just wait and see k love...
I'll shall seek for my revenge...hehehe
I'm so missing his hugs big time and missing him too.
Too much till I can't leave w/o him.

2009-06-23T13:44:00.004+08:00

"I wanna go back kampong again....pls pls pls...."
"I'm missing kampong so much..." *wide smile*
I've been tagging along all the time be it with his families or friends.
Same goes to him
We love it though
Went to Johor lama to pay a visit to Cinta's grands last weekend with his family and his relatives
I had a fabulous time and I'm so going there again...hehe
Family ride together again as usual, His relatives rent a car for themselves
Boat rides(love taking charge), Swimming, Camp fire, Karaoke-ing, Visiting, Having yummy durians, Fishing and lots more
More pics taken but I won't be uploading the pics now cause my lappy is down...arghhh!!!
Will be uploading the pics soon aite.
Cinta have lots of relatives staying in Malaysia and that means we're gonna head back to Kampong very often.
Just like the old times again..wohoo!!
Will have more quality time with Cinta and the bonds btw us getting closer to each other is absolutely great and fantastic
More time means more love right...hehehe
Thats us alright!!! *blushing*

ps:Planning to go Kampong again in july before fasting month....yeay!!
I'm lucky I'm in love with him. *smiling away*

2009-06-18T13:22:00.005+08:00

My all time favourite song - LUCKY

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

PS: I'm missing my ROMEO very much.
I'm definitely in love with my other half, Riz.
Happy Birthday to NURUL NABILA...

2009-06-10T00:15:00.005+08:00

School is off for 3 weeks...Yeah!!!
I'm back to work and complying all my OT again...
Wah, Shiokness la..
I'm so looking forward to all the plans that had been made recently
Gonna go SENTOSA with my cheermates this upcoming sunday
Its been a while since I hangout with them and unfortunately, Love gonna be on night shift on that day so he gotta rest at home and won't be joining me....tsk2!
But of course, I want him to tag along but times doesn't permit us as last time.
Due to our individual commitments but we're sure gonna have some time together
And its gonna be next week...
wohooo!!
BUT i'm still thinking about it...geez....
I've yet study for my Thermo and Engineering Math or calculus
The best part is that I'm gonna have test again when school re-open
SHARKS!!!
I'm gonna start this week and I mean it.
Love supports me in whatever I do and I'm truly appreciate it alot.
Thanks Love!! You're the best!!
And And And...I wanna buy a new bike but its not gonna be so soon...
I'm thinking of buying next year and I don't wanna rush though
But for sure I know what kind of bike I'm gonna get and I'm not gonna reveal it. *wink*

Well, I'm so missing my Frenzy alot
I'm missing Wani
I'm missing Fiddie
I'm missing Hawa
I'm missing Siti
I'm missing Yana
I'm missing Arie
I'm missing alot more la...

ps: I'm so sorry if I don't have the time for you peeps. Will find the time when I'm super free ok. Miss you lots. And not forgetting, MISSING MY LOVE THROUGH OUT THE YEARS....=)

2009-06-06T02:06:00.003+08:00

I'm holding you real tight in my arms, just like you're holding mine
We maybe far apart but you'll be in my heart, always!
Loving you makes me wonder how precious you are to me.
Life is full of drama's and uniquely challenging.
The path we take are absolutely BEAUTIFUL.
For that I can assure you, we'll be holding onto each other just like we always do I'm so much in love with my dear Cinta.
Being with you are the best gift I've ever had.

2009-06-02T00:15:00.006+08:00

Great weekends spend with Friends, lil sis and Love
They are simply love by me...
Heart them all.
Not much to update though.
I just so loving my life. *wide smile*

2009-05-26T23:42:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY TO HAZWANI BTE BAHROM
My Bestest Friend till now
I've known this girl since she was in primary school
She's part of my life ever since
Through thin and thick, we'll always be there for each other
A shoulder to lean on, Adviser, Bubbly, sweet, Caring, The best bud, A kind soul, Someone whom can rely on and One hell of an Independent lady of course!! *wide smile*
No matter how busy we are, we still keep in touch by messages and phone calls
I heart her lots.
And I'm so MISSING HER BADLY.

ps: Meet up soon Hun!! Lets have gathering for the ladies only aite. =)

2009-05-22T23:50:00.004+08:00

School was fun but stressful and tiring
4 days classes a week plus a job in the morning
And a day for dance session as always *wink*
Work was not bad for now
All the minor jobs to be done(ION orchard)
Too many shops to be done..haiz..
The opening will be in July if I'm not wrong
I can't remember though
That's not important....
By the way, I'm gonna have a test in 2 weeks time and I'm so gonna do my revision starting from tomorrow onwards
Ask my friends to guide me in certain subjects which I'm so weak on
Its Thermofluid!!!
Yeah...That's the most I'm weak in!
I can't seem to be able to get it into my head *so clueless still*
And I really need to buck up like HELL!
I hope I can make it through
Its gonna be a long years for me in school
Hectic life to be exact *no no no..I'm not complaining*
But I do love my life like heaven *wide smile*
Making myself occupied every week makes me going
I wanna achieve to the highest mountain
I believe I can do it...Yes, I do! =)

Recently, My friends have been bugging me to have a meet up *so do I..hehe*
I wish I could but you know that my schedules are freaking tight now
I will try to meet you guys up aite *Hi-5*
And My bestie (Wani) birthday is just a few days away but I won't be able to celebrate with her on the day itself...*sigh*
Due to school..damn!!!
But will be asking her out when I'm free or she's free
Tsk2!
Its so difficult for us to meet up even though we live quite near to each other
But at least we still keep in touch by msging and calling rite...=)
Will be have meet ups real soon k...
Till than....Toodles!!

2009-05-17T20:21:00.003+08:00

Went to the Singapore Flyer yesterday to watched Red bull X Fighter FMX
Riz fetched me as usual and went straight to the flyer
Met his buds while waiting for the rest to come
In a few mins later, We went in and was getting ready for them to start
Met the rest of our peeps inside and took lots of pics...
Show starts and everyone began cheering
And as for me, I'm so falling in love with them...*smile*
Didn't manage to take their pics as I was so busy watching them doing their stunts
Thank god I came..
Well, at least I took some video of them though
The four riders were totally awesome

We were feeling damn hot n exhausted as the crowds were absurd
I can't help it but to keep fanning myself with a piece of paper throughout
Riz tried to give me some wind by blowing at me...hehehe
*Sweets*
When everything has ended, we went to have our late dinner near masjid sultan and headed to ecp after that
Didn't stayed long due to riz gotta work the next day
We'll be having an outing soon
I'm so looking forward to that
Till than....

ps: We live once and we shall live life to the fullest.
Life is absolutely beautiful. Love is all around.

2009-05-14T23:13:00.004+08:00

Last weekend, I've attended my colleagues wedding at MERCHANT COURT HOTEL
Gorgeous Bride n Groom.
The food were superb...yum2!
But than I can't finish it cause its such a big portion for me, alone!!
I had a great being with my friends though
Great bunch of people.
Won't be updating much though.
Till then..Toodles!!

ps: I will be your shoulder to lean on babe. You gotta be strong no matter what. Just remember that I will be there for you when you needed me.(To my dearest fren...u noe who u r.)

2009-05-10T17:06:00.005+08:00

Its been a long time since we had breakfast together due to our own commitments
And finally, we have our 1 on 1 breakfast at Mc'Do. yippie!!
I was in dreamland when I was woke up by love.
He was right in front of me. lol!!
Was surprised to see him and at the same time I was so touch deep down...awwww!!
Love was on night shift and he came all the way from work and came down to my place and it was like 8.30am at that time.
I grab a towel and took a shower while love took a nap for few minutes
He's been working 12hrs every now and then...pity him though.
So we headed to the nearest Mc'Do and ordered our very own favourite meals.
We had BIG BREAKFAST!!! wohooo!!
Love was freaking hungry so I ordered an extra burger for him...Big appetite man!
We had a long chat and He told me that he misses me every min w/o failing...awww....
That's so sweet of him.
I misses him every min and every hour too!
We misses each other company badly.
Our love grew more stronger each day and we can't seem to be separated from each other arms
We proceed to my place as it was raining cats and dogs
Love went straight to bed
Looking at the way he sleep make me missing him more
Whenever he's with me, I still misses him
I'm so into him and only him
Being with him makes my life so beautiful
I'm so much deeply in love with him
I want nobody but him
He's my Mr Right. Yes...Him!!!

ps: You're my pillar in life.
I'm truly blessed that I have met you.
I love you very much!

2009-05-04T13:22:00.004+08:00

I was browsing through my lil brother handphone
When suddenly I heard a loud thud outside my window
I thought its was somebody who threw rubbish from their window cause that's always happen
But this time was totally different thing
I asked my lil brother to take a look outside and he saw a man lying motionless on the ground
I'm like "R u sure??" Cause he's face doesn't look serious to me
I didn't believe it at 1st so I decided to take a looked at it and I saw a man indeed
O gosh!!!
Its happening at my blk....WTH!
It happened at around 10+pm yesterday (On sunday -03/5/09)
I couldn't believe what I saw....
I quickly get change and went downstairs as my lil brother was busy talking with the police on the phone
I alert my neighbors too.
Surprisingly, there was no one around that time
Thank god I didn't loiter under my void deck with love at that time if not, I would be damn shock.
So while waiting for the police to arrived, I saw a stranger walking towards my blk so I just told him that a man had commit suicide...*I'll talk to any strangers at that point of time...haha*
Everyone seem to be not knowing anything...*weird*

My grandma came down too...*aiyo, my grandma is so busybody cause she wanted to see the dead man...haha.....*
More people stop by and wondering what had happen....
Some even make a u-turn to take a look...
Went to looked at which storey he jump off or fell off from
It was the highest level....geezzz!!
Damn high thats why it was a LOUD Thud!!!
When the police and the ambulance had arrived, They do their routines and it took a long time for them to finish all the process which ends at 1+ am.
I saw the whole process and It was wicked(It was totally awesome for me)
Some of my friends told me to get buy 4D and some ask me to record or take a pics of him..
I'm like NO way I'm gonna do that...hahaha...
Respect this people as things are hard on them.
But they waste their life by ending it just like that.
Maybe they don't wanna suffer anymore n etc...

ps: Treasure your life to the fullest
Don't waste it just like that.
Every problems can be solve.

2009-04-19T22:06:00.003+08:00

We have a theme for this occasion
And we have to wear either Orange or Purple
Aida choose Purple and Dani choose Orange and they have a bet with each other
Whoever wore either those two colours the most, will win this bet
As u can see the pictures said it all
Majority wore Purple
Sorry Dani, Your girlfriend won this bet
She even trash you twice while playing the luge
Awww...It was her lucky day I guess. lol!
Well, It was an advance birthday party for Aida which consist a few peeps only
It was awesome and simple marvelous
On the other hand, some sat outside and chatted all the way while the others went inside the room and played Monopoly
Yes, Its Monopoly.
Its been so long since I played that game
The last time I played this game was with my family about a few year ago..tsk2!
These people are so damn hilarious
Great bunch of peeps
We keep laughing our hearts out
Most of us wanted to go to jail including me...hahaha
I told them that I won't be staying that late due to having revisions in the morning and guess what, I didn't even notice the time
I need my beauty sleep and I mean it, yaw!
O gosh, and I have to stopped right away and quickly headed home
The rest continue with the game tho
But one thing for sure, we're gonna have another meet ups just to play monopoly.
And we're gonna meet earlier..haha.
These are some pics taken back then
Not much pics uploaded here.
More pics in FB

2009-04-13T23:23:00.004+08:00

Being in love is the most beautiful thing that have happen in my life
I'm extremely happy with my life and I have found my Prince Charming
The one who gave me strength to move on
The one who gave me his shoulders to lean on
The one who will always be there when I'm in dilemma
He's my Bestfirend ever
My one and only Prince Charming *wink*
More years to come and we have a lot more to accomplish in life
I'm so much deeply in love with you, Muhd Rizal

2009-04-08T21:28:00.005+08:00

Well, Life gonna be busy for me for a few years
I've got my school time table and gonna start school on 22 april 09 which fall on Tuesday till Friday
So I'm gonna rush to school after work
I know its tough but I will try my best to manage my time
I'll be going for dance classes every Mon after work
That means, I'll be extremely busy on weekdays...tsk2!
Gotta endure for a few years and I won't have much time for loverboy
I can only meet him on weekends...awwww!
But, He wouldn't mind at all cause he knows what I want in life
I'm a very ambitious chique and he knows that..."rite darls!"
Whatever I want for myself, I'll achieve it on my own
I'm supporting myself and I want to make the best of it
That's what he love about me and lots more...hehe
"Of cause, I love you too hun!"
He's gonna be busy too and we both gonna make an effort to have more meet ups as often so that we won't miss each other badly *wink*
But still, We're sure are gonna miss each other companion
We're gonna endure for now love and I know you'll understand
That's why we love each other so much till eternity...hehe
We give each other strength, encouragement, understanding and definitely more love

ps: I'm so much deeply in love with you.

2009-04-05T17:44:00.002+08:00

We've been through alot in all these years.
Things may have gone wrong at some point
But deep down in our heart, We'll always stand by each other
Building up the strength in our relationship till now
Sharing the pain and joy in each others life
Too much gossipers around
But till now, Nothing break us apart
"Love" is the most strongest contender in our life
It made us grew deeper as time goes by
You're my best friend + Loverboy
I thank you for all the love you have given me
I'm so much deeply in love with you, Riz

Ps: Your b'dae is getting nearer. Just wait and see aite. *wink*

2009-03-29T01:33:00.009+08:00

It was a remarkable memory for me this year
Or should I say 27th march was my growing up day to a year older (I'm still young at heart...*smile*)
Went to work as per normal on that day
Saw a monkey in the basketball court while I was on the way to my office together with Rin
She didn't believe me at 1st cause she can't see clearly due to he eyeside
She didn't put on her contacts....tsk2
When we got nearer, she finally realise it....hehe
Took a snap of it but it wasn't so clear as the monkey went away...*should have followed that monkey tho..hehe*
My colleagues gave my a lil surprise
They bought me a cake...And thanks to Ikin for revealing....hehehe
I took half day off on friday and headed back home

Everything have been planned by none other than My other half, Muhd Rizal (My one and loverboy)
We were supposed to meet up at 4pm but something cropped up back at my home and I needed to proceed to CGH.
So loverboy fetched me from CGH instead
He brought his bag along and asked him what's in the bag
He told me that his mom gave me some fishes to bring home and I was like "WHAT?"
I was kinda pissed though than I sensed something amiss and he said it was meant to be a surprised
I was eager to know what's in the bag and he keeps telling me to be patience
And so, I kept my mouth shut....hehehe
We went to esplanade and sat down with the music in the background (live performance...hehehe)
Loverboy took out the stuff inside his bag.
He packed some fruits with chocolate (made by him) and of course not forgetting my all time favorite redish STRAWBERRIES.
Yum yum.....
The fruits was still cold...I love it when its cold...hehe
Well, Love fed me those yummy strawberries and dip it with chocolate sauce and put it in my mouth
It was unspeakable as I was enjoying every bits n pieces of it (feels like I'm in heaven)
I feel as if I was being lifted in the air and flying across the sky
I'm truly enjoyed the time spent being with him
You guys may think that it is just a simple b'dae for me but I like it simple tho
Loverboy knows that I don't really like to spent on a fancies restaurant that much and He knows that I like it simple and sweet
Same goes to him...Rite darls! *wide smile*
Everything was so beautifully arranged and so we went to cineleisure and watched The Unborn
Not scary at all and the ending part was so boring....hahaha
But neverless, My b'dae was a splendid
We didn't took much pics due to low batt....hehehe
Thats abt it for now

Next plan is gonna be me.
His b'dae is in 2 wks time....I know our Birthdate are quite near...=)
I already told him that I've booked him on that particular day itself so not more BUTS mister...hehe
Will update the next time aite
I'm so in love with My loverboy

Ps: To my friends, Thanks for the b'dae wishes. Much appreciated indeed. =)

2009-03-24T23:45:00.010+08:00

Its kinda funny that some people never stop ruining others relationship nor their life
More stories to be heard as usual
That's what I called LIFE!
I'm cool with it tho cause that's where the fame came in...hehe
There's this guy called Riz in the morning just recently
I mean freakin early...tsk2!
A guy called using net no. and start saying things that never even took place
Its about me of course....haha
That guy told him that during my school time, I hang out with my school mates and got drunk and do some inappropriate stuff behind Riz's back
Errr....Since when did I drink?? *Question mark on my fore head*
Of course Riz told him that it doesn't make sense at all
After 2yrs+ since I graduated until now they wanna make up such stories
Tsk2, Pity this people.
Riz even asked for his name and as usual this people will not tell their name so they can protect their identity....(Maybe they are scared tho...haha)
Geez...Riz just told him that since he said such thing, Riz asked that guy to meet him instead.
I agree with Riz of course...100%...haha
I don't think this people will give up making up stories tho
But at least I'm in the limelight now and so on
Told my friends about it, Same answer from them
This people just wanna find fault and there's a lot of reasons why they wanna do that
Try harder next time aite, Rumourism & jealousism! haha..

Well, We love our life and Nobody is perfect
We don't even bother with this kind of rumours being spread around
Cause we know ourself better than the rest
We can easily find out who the culpit was as we have lots of connections. Cool huh!
Just remember this, Whatever you do, wherever you are, There's someone watching your every move.
Think about that.

xoxo: I'm super duper lucky to be in love with my bestfriend. *wide smile*

2009-03-22T21:54:00.006+08:00

My blog is freaking dusty due to lack of updates..hehe
Well, here I am updating it now
So here goes...
Went to Zouk carpark with Riz today to watch my cheermates competing against other competitors
Its CHEEROBICS today!
Well, I used to be part of it but now it is just a memory to me as I have some commitment in my life
I do miss cheering tho but now I'm kinda active in dancing
Took dance classes to upgrade myself and I'm happy that I've done..*wide smile*
So back to my story
When I reached there, all I saw was cheerleaders roaming everywhere
From Young cheerleaders to Adults cheerleaders
How cool is that??
I'm impressed as I still feels like one of them except I'm not joining the comp anymore..hehe
Met my Cheermates and wish them all the best and Am I glad to see them
Hugs from them and we proceed to their hotel as they were feeling hot and hungry...Awwww
They book a hotel room and it was a blast...Hell yeah!
I can't seem to recalled the hotel name but I know the place was grand
Overall, I'm impressed with their performance
They did very well indeed
I'm so proud of them and I'm so loving them to the bits
Well, we took some pics as well...
I won't be updating that much tho.
Till than, Taking care peeps.

Once a Cheerleader, forever a Cheerleader at heart. *wink*

ps: More pics in FB. I simply can't wait for my upcoming surprises from Riz.

2009-03-08T20:27:00.006+08:00

First of all, I wanna congrats my Childhood Bestie (WANI) on her engagement day yesterday
She's looking damn gorgeous...*Feewiittt*
Two thumbs up for her *applause*
I'm so happy for her
Very much happy indeed..hehehe
I was with her till the end of her ceremony, ok!
Becoming the Photographer the whole day for her was superb
And on top of that,
Her Mak Andam was non other than My Fiddie Bestie, Sis Anna
The world is small, indeed!
Double surprises for me..hehe
Without delaying, I called Ms Fiddie and told her about it
She was kinda surprise herself
Who wouldn't have imagined Wani's mak andam was Fiddie's sis and they both are my BESTIES...hehehe
I love them both alot, Real lots ok!
Like I said earlier, Indeed the world is small
And now my two all time favourites gals in the world are already engaged...hehehe
So when is gonna be my turn??
Ermmm...Nah, I won't be getting engaged peeps
Like I told you guys, I'm gonna skip on engagement
Me and my love decided to get hitched straight away....*wink*
But you won't be hearing the bells soon..haha
And this year itself, I have a few weddings to attend
Wohooo....!!!
Wedding bells everywhere....hehehehe

These are the two person whom I HEART the most in my life
They never fail to cheer me on and be there when I needed the most
I treasure them both lots
I love them so so much
True friendship indeed
I'm honoured and proud to have them in my life
They will always remain in my heart till the end no matter what
I wanna thank them both for all the love and support that I've been getting from them all this years
W/o both of you, I wouldn't be who I am now
I'm truly blessed to have you ladies in my life.
Much love to both of my ladies

2009-03-02T00:29:00.003+08:00

My weekends was a blast
Almost every weekends I have plans...*tsk tsk*
Too much plans till I don't have enough rest but I love it though
Cause I'll be starting school in April and I don't think I will have time spend my time with my friends that much
I'll be going to work, School, Dance n studying most of the time
O gosh!! That will be my daily routine i guess...
Will not be able to spend time with love that much
But I've informed him earlier about it
And of course I've discuss with him before I made this decision and He respect my decision
He's gonna busy with his work and such and we both gotta sacrifice our time together
The time with my beloved peeps was awesome as always
Missing them lots!!
So I guess thats about it for now
I won't be writing much today
More pics in FB aite
Not forgetting, My Childhood Bestie(WANI) will be getting engaged next week....*wink*
I'm so looking forward to that day...hehe

ps:I'm missing love alot.

2009-02-21T15:37:00.002+08:00

Was cleaning my closet as my clothes are piling up like crazy..hehehe
I came across this box which consist of Diary and letters
I open it and found quite a no. of letters which was given to me a few years ago
I don't quite remember who was it from until I read it
All these letters was from my Loverboy....*wink*
It was during his NS when he was posted in Brunei
O gosh, it brings so much memories during that time
The ups and down was like an atomic bombs trying to explode us up...hahaha
Things kept going hare wired since that year but that's where we get-to-know more about each other and that is where our love became stronger till now
We learn to accept things gradually
He's a wonderful guy in my life
He's my Best friend, my Listener, my Love life and my soon-to-be ehemmm...
I'm so much deeply in love with my sugar loverboy
No one can ever replace him in my life *wink*

ps: Missing u lots darls!

2009-02-17T22:18:00.003+08:00

Last weekends was superb and enjoyable for me
A date with Ms Fiddie on Saturday and A date with my love on Sunday
Its was simply FABULOUS!
I enjoyed my life being with my close ones and guess what,
I'm so in love with 2009
This year is the best year for me and I wanna stay like this till forever *wink*
I miss WANI very2 much though
Will be meeting her this week
I'm so eager to meet her
I won't be updating more for now.
More pics uploaded in FB.

I'm definitely in love with him

2009-02-14T12:16:00.003+08:00

Happy Valentine's day to everyone!
May you have a lovely day with you partner
As for me, Love is working today and we don't really celebrate this kind of occasion cause to us EVERYDAY is a Valentine's Day, right love...=)
He agree with me
I'm so missing love a lot, Its like every time even though we often meet up....hehe
I bought love a chain necklace and he was kinda surprise and never expect it at all
He's like "what's this??"
"I bought this for u la, Open & see k"
"Wah, a necklace seh..."*shy face*
"Thank you b...."*wide smile*
"you're welcome b..."*wide smile*
I'm happy that he like it.
He always have this surprise & innocent face when it comes to receiving a gifts
I don't know why but his face is damn cute whenever he does that...haha
Till than....
Will update more soon aite

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL OF YOU!

ps: Gotta get ready to meet up my valentine's partner in a few more hours.
Ms Fiddie, That's her and she's my date! =)

I'm so in love with Md Rizal

2009-02-11T00:27:00.003+08:00

Was MC last Mon due to sickness
Was having bad diarrhea....O gosh...
Love came over to my place and brought Mee goreng from his mom and Fried Rice(esp cook by him)..hehe
So sweet of him...Awwwww
I just ate his rice but couldn't finish it up
It was alot though
Sorry love for not finishing up your specially homemade fried rice...=)
Will cook your favorite dishes soon k...
Surprises from me....hehe...
Do you know that my darls love to cook??
I mean he's a great chef and whatever he cooks, taste so damn freaking delicious
I'm not kidding, Honest!!
We always hang out with each other, sleeping over at either homies, do cooking together n etc, "right love...hehe.."
We love spicy food and western food alot
Whenever we crave for any kind of food, we would either cooked it or have a meal outdoors
And whenever he's free, he would send or fetch me to n fro during working days.
He's been pampering me everytime...hehe
I'm so love being pampered *blushing*
We love hanging out all the time but guess where do we hang out usually???
Make a wild guess???
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm........
We love hanging out at either homes
Yeah!!! We don't know why but we just wanna relax and spent time together by doing that.
We've been planning for our individual future and we leave the rest to the one above.
We have faith in whatever we do and we will archive our own targets.
Insyallah. Amin.

ps: I'm missing love so much. Missing him badly everyday even though we meet up almost everyday for the past few year together...*wink*

2009-02-08T20:04:00.006+08:00

DENVERS REUNION was a blast
Training and chatting and eating all the way
We had bbq and I must say the food was totally awesome
We had Satay, Chicken, Fishballs, Prawns, Patties and etc
Its been so long since we met one another
I'm so missing them lots though
Lots of good news among us
Some are engaged, Some getting married this year and me???
It is true that I've been with love for so long now but we're both want to achieve what we want in our own life
We've long decided not to get engaged
We both think that it is a waste of money and it is a sacrifice made between both parties
Even though people will asked you "whose that?? He's my fiancee or She's my fiancee."
Its not big deal though
Its just an agreement made between both families to prevent people from talking
That is what most people say and I kinda agree with them
And they have to save up their pennies till the big day
It is not easy to do that
That is my point of view but if they wanna get engaged, By all means they can do that
Its all depend on individual though
I've heard too many people call off the engagement due to some reasons
I rather do it one shot in a marriage rather than doing all that
But come to think of it,
Nah...I have a long way to go...hehehe
That's what I've been telling everyone
So back to my story, Yesterday was the most enjoyable day for me
Reached home at around 2+am in the morning just now
Freaking tired and my stomach still bloated..haha
We're gonna have the next reunion I guess but I'm not really sure when will it be..hmmm
Most Pics will be uploaded in FACEBOOK

ps: I'm so missing LOVE every single day
I'm so missing Ms Fiddie
I'm so missing Ms Wani
I'm so missing Ms Azza

2009-02-01T20:39:00.003+08:00

Had a great weekend
And why is that so???
Cause I had "SLUMBER PARTY" with Ms FIDDIE!!....*wink*
We had lots of fun and as usual we are so vain
We became dj's, doing some stupid dance & watched some videos from youtube
Slept freaking damn late and only both of us knows the time....hahaha
Its been so long since we had this kind of fun
We should have this occasion again soon k Ms Fiddie
And guess what??
We are gonna do that again
The next time, we're gonna do some COOKING.
Just the both of us and whoever wanna join us, gotta inform fiddie 1st
But this is ONLY for LADIES....No GUYS!!
I'm so looking forward for that day..*wink*
By the way, I'm missing love alot today
Missing you lots hun.

2009-01-27T19:01:00.008+08:00

I'm feeling tired
Came back home around 3.15pm on tuesday
I went to Ulu Penggeli and Desaru with love and friends since last Saturday
It was the most memorable days while I was staying there
The place was so beautiful and the track(its a place where they do jumps using their bikes)was so wow....
I wanna ride when we're go there again k love
I'm so so so jealous ok....hehe
I want a bike of my own plssss.....
I just love being there
Nice and great people and delicious food
It feels like I'm at home and I doesn't want to go back just yet...hehe
I'm beginning to miss the peeps there though
Can't wait to go there again in April
I'm so looking forward to that day..*wink*

Went to Desaru the next day and everyone was so excited
We went to a hostel and had bbq the night before
Ends the night with love sleeping by my side....awwww!!
Everyone tucked in early cause we're gonna headed to the beach the following day
Woke up at 8+am and change to beach wear
Quickly headed to the beach and what can i say
Its the most beautiful place ever
Windy and Hot and its so cool
Some couldn't wait to jump in the water cause they all gonna start surfing
Hell yeah they're damn excited about it
The wave was tremendously wow
Running here and there, Surf & surf non-stop, Making a live turtle..hehehe
Everyone had a great time and they all enjoyed the days there
The best part is that we're gonna go there again soon and thats what everyone wanted
But most of all, I had a great time with all of them especially love
He's been pampering me all the time and I like it so much...hehehe
He's the one who brightens up my days till now
He's my bestest friend and my all time favourite lover boy
Loving you will never end and stays in my heart forever.
I'm so in love with you darls

ps:Most of the pics are in my facebook. *wink*

2009-01-21T23:41:00.003+08:00

I'm so happy with my life now
Love have been more understanding as always and we've been great ever since
New Year and New us this year
More time spend with each other and more time for our own friends
But we still prefer lazing at home...I'm serious, ok!
I would just turn on my laptop or watching tv
As for him, He would be watching tv or resting
Or either of us would come over to each other place to slack
Both parents are very understanding for the both of us...
How cool is that??? hehe
We do have ups and down but when there's a war, everything goes hare wires...haha
Pretty funny when he's angry cause he look damn cute in an anger mood..."yes darls, u do look cute and i still love you!" *wink*
Can't wait for our trip this coming friday
I'm so looking forward...yippeeee!!

Went out with Fid yesterday and just now
Its been so long since we met and spend time with each other
Met her at Braddell mrt
Proceed to Dhouby Ghaut and met up with my friend, Helena.
Both of us wanna sign up for Lyrical Hiphop but the class was full
So we sign up for waacking.
Its a new course in OSCHOOL though
We wanted to try something new since e course that we want was fully book so why not we give it a try.
Next we headed to P.S. cause I needed to buy a B'dae present for my colleague whose b'dae is fall on the 1st day of C.N.Y.
He's a Myanmar but he speak fluent mandarin
But at times, I don't quite understand what he's trying to say...haha
So back to my day just now
Hmmm...Me and Fid went to look for his present before we met Azza n her fiancee
Helena went separate ways and so Me n Fid headed to cineleisure with Aza, Aza's fiancee and their friends
But we just met for a short while cause they wanted to watch movie so me n fid went to grab our late dinner before we went shopping
And Guess what??
We bought a tops n a few dresses
Dress for me again...yeah!!
You see I told ya, I'm a dress freak now...hehe
And we headed home after that
End of our trip and Missing fiddie already...=(
We'll meet up soon aite *wink*

ps: missing love so much. Can't wait to meet him 2moro...=)
These are the pics taken during my DnD...

2009-01-17T16:32:00.004+08:00

Well, as you can see I've change my blog skin
I've been wanting to change my blog skin but I simply don't have time to do it
Since I'm so free today, I've decided to change it...he he
I've been working and applying school but most of all I've been Shopping, Shopping & more Shopping!!!
I'm so into Shopping...*wink*
I bought 3 dresses n guess what, I'm becoming a DRESS FREAK!
Love accompany me as always and I thought of getting 2 dresses only but the sales girl told me that i could get a discount if i buy another pair of dress so y not, rite...he he
I am so so so so in love with dresses nowadays.
Bought another dress for DnD and our theme this year is TREASURE ISLAND
So I'm gonna dress up as a Pocahontas's
Love the dress though
My DnD was held at Meritus Mandarin Hotel yesterday collaborates with RSP
Everythings went well and I had a great time
Food was deliciously superb, Performances was great...
Everyone had a great time though and
I'm sure do...=)

Will be heading to penghili with love and his friends next week
Leaving on friday night till sunday and headed to Desaru till tuesday
I'm so so so excited
Gonna be with love again..hehe
Been not seeing him in a week due to our tight schedule
He is working hard...(I know u do darls)
I'm missing my love deeply
See you soon k love
Till than, will update soon
More pics to be upload when I'm super free aite

2009-01-06T23:17:00.009+08:00

On the 4th of January 2009
Love and me went out on a date like finally...hehehe
As usual, Love fetched me at my place before heading to Town
It was last minute planning for us as we both had no idea where to go
So love wanted to go town and we watched BEDTIME STORIES

Its hilarious and I hope that can get that kind of wishes in real life though...hehe
Love and me bought lots of tidbits and our stomach is full of junk food
Both of us love simply love junk food alot..rite darls
So Chinese New Year is just 2wks away and Dnd is next week
O gosh, I have no costumes till now
Gotta find it this weekends
And I'll be goin away with love on the 24th or 25th Jan with his friends
We're still planning though coz my company gave me 1 week holiday on C.N.Y. and I have no plans to go
Gotta discuss with love about it
Here's are some pics taken recently....=)

Love this cap

Us being closer

cam whore..we're vain ok!

Told him it was candid but he just smile

I'm not stink ok
U just dun noe what else to pose...
hahaha...
oppsss!

C.A.N.D.I.D.S.

I smiled and u make that face...aiya

You don't look fierce to me...

This is what happen when i'm shock....
hahaha....
As if eh...

Me again...Thank you Everyone.
Gotta tug in now.
Nites and Take Care everyone

2009-01-01T17:41:00.007+08:00
Its 2009 now, Good bye 2008
My wish for this year would be a tremendous change in life
I wanna aim high and hope to fulfill everything that I want this year
Yesterday was great
Went to Punggol End with love and his parents
His friends join us after that
We had bbq and marshmallow too....yummmy!
Love was on the way to fetch his friends and When the clock strike 12am sharp, We saw fire works n it was so beautiful
I didn't manage to take a shot though
Was enjoying the view till i forgot to take a snap..hehehe
Love wishes me and gave me a kiss...Awww...
I'm so in love with him...(",)
So we're planning some holiday getaway this coming month
I'm so looking forward to that
Here's some of the pics taken last night

2008-12-30T23:05:00.003+08:00
I love this song so much and it is so meaningful

CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE?

Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you through it all

And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance

Its him that i choose =)

2008-12-22T13:09:00.004+08:00
Dusty Blog...O gosh!
Been busy preparing for Christmas lately
So I don't have time to update
Well Well Well, I'm back now
Christmas is only a few days away
I'm simply looking forward to that day
If only my mom and sis were around, Its sure gonna be fun celebrating with my family
Well, Some thing have to wait due to some personal reason
Christmas celebration will be organise by my company and its gonna be fun
There will be a SANTA CLAUS on that day
Hilarious guy but I bet its gonna be fun *wide smile*
Followed by exchange gifts, eating session, games, Award presentation and etc
The prize and lucky draws are simply wonderful and i bet every one will like it

Went out wif BFF last Friday
I was late due to last minute meeting
Me and my colleagues had some discussion about the upcoming Christmas Party Celebration
Meet her at 7+pm and thank god my girlfriend understand
We went to have dinner at Ayam Penyet and i'm so in love with the food especially their Sambal Belacan
We went to find Christmas Gift too and took some pics of us.
So in 1wk and a few days time, Its gonna be 2009
I'm so looking forward to that year
2008 was so hectic for me and lots of things had happen unexpectedly
Be it good or bad, thats life
But i hope 2009 will be a great year for me and hope that everything goes smoothly
Forget about the past and think about the future
Thats what i believe in life
I'm so into dance and I've been taking up classes to improve myself more
They have taught me alot and i'm gaining every move from them
I wanna learn more types of move and that will make me super busy next year
I've already applied for poly and i'm waiting for my results for now
I really hope that i will get through
So on the 31st will be my half day at work and I've yet decide where to go
Love is still deciding with his friends so I guess i have to wait
Till than will update soon
More Pics coming up reall soon aite.

2008-12-11T00:21:00.010+08:00
Recital is over...Awwww.....
Had a great time with my peeps even though Daniel wasn't around to watched us dance
He's been posted to LA for a long term project
But i know for sure that he will be proud of us
We did our best for the performance
Practising among ourself before we proceed on stage
Even after rehearsal, we spent some time practising
We want to put up a great show and we did it....Phew!!
All our hard work paid off
For sure I'm gonna continue dancing till I'm old...hahaha
Some of the pics that was taken with Daniel was the last day we meet him before he take off
And the rest was taken before our performance RECITAL 2008

I was not in the mood on that day due to some personal reason
It does hurt badly but I'm feeling better now
It just that I don't want to depend to much on that particular person anymore
Some things are just not meant to be
But at least I have friends who always be there for me
I guess that about it for now

This is taken while i was on the way to sp. Latest invention by SMRT. Took a pic of it coz its kinda cool...hehehe

PS: Never take things for granted. Patience is all we need and some people just don't treasure what others had done to them. As for us, we gotta be strong to face up the reality in life.

2008-12-05T11:07:00.006+08:00
On the 1st December 2008 which fall on Monday was our Anniversary
That is when we turn 4yrs being together
Can't believe that we have come this far
So the day before our special day, I had full dress rehearsal for the big event on the 8th dec
Its for the O school Recital
Love fetched me after that
Sleptover at Love's place the night before

The next day, I woke Love up and he had difficulties in waking up due to late night sleeping
He look so adorable whenever he's asleep as he love cuddling himself
I mean he really does that....hehehe
"Sorry love that is what u did and I'm not revealing ur secret, but i'm stating the fact....*giggles*"
"You do look so cute, ya know..hehe"
"No matter what, U're my favourite pillow."
"Its so comfy and makes me sleepy all the time. I feel so safe when you're with me."

So back to the topic
We went Sentosa to celebrate our Anniversary
Brought some clothes as we planned to do a lil of tanning
Love and me was kinda lost when we reached there cause its been quite some time since we went there...hehehe
It does change alot and my company have been working on the oncoming projects in Sentosa
So, just wait for the new stuff happening in Sentosa, aight!
No way i'm gonna reveal to you...hahaha
We manage to find our ways there
We went tanning and Love felt the weather was too hot so he went into the sea instead

I was happily sun tanning without any disturbance *wink*
We had more than enough time for that and we proceed to the shower next
The water in the shower was so cooling and refreshing
How I wish I could just stayed in the shower for more than an hour
But I can only do that at home *giggles*
Me and Love explored the Sentosa
Done a lil bit of shopping as usual
And finally we had dinner at subway
Filling our empty stomach with some food before we proceed to The Song of the Sea
And before entering, We had to queue up
The queue was long and some people even jump queue and the best part is that the person who is in charge of the queue, talk to the tourist in a rude manner
I mean they can talk to them nicely right and why should they raise their voices??
You are paid to work and controlling the patrol and treat them like ur customers
Thank god that Family was in a good mood if not, things could have gone worst...haha

Back to the stories, We had a great time watching the performance and we proceed back to Vivocity
We decided to watched Quaratine
Its scary and yucky but we simply don't like the ending part..haha
Well, I guess thats about it for now
I'll be back for more updates soon
Here's are the pictures that were taken on that day

ps: I'm so much in love with him
Missing him lots till now
Sorry love, couldn't spend much time with you for now
I'll promise, I'll do that once my show is done k
Btw Recital Tixs is on sale now
Selling at $15, Its at Singapore Poly
Come down and support us aite

2008-11-23T21:51:00.008+08:00
Work, Trainings, Work, Trainings
That's what I've been doing lately
Had training just now and it was kinda tiring but the its worth an effort though
And guess what, We're left with two weeks till our performance
O gosh!!
I'm kinda excited but kinda nervous deep down
Will pray hard that i will put up the best show
Btw next week will be a Full dress rehearsal
O man...I'm so freaking nervous thinking about it
Even though I'm use to being on stage but i can't denied the fact that I'm still get nervous being up there
That is my fear but I'm gonna overcome it no matter what...*nod*

Sleeping over at love's place since Friday till now
Had a tremendous time with him
Cooking and cleaning like we use to do every time
He's a great cook...Seriously ok!!!
He's been sending me to work n stuff even though he's tired
He still make an effort to become e greatest lover
I adore him so much and I'm so much in love with him *wink*
I'm doing a surprise thingy for him since next week is gonna be our Anniversary
Already applied leave next week and its already been approved
Wohoooo!!!
So I'm kinda looking forward for next week
Will update again soon aite

PS: I'm so into you
My precious love

2008-11-18T13:11:00.004+08:00
Went karaoke with my colleagues on last friday (14/11)
Had alot of fun though
Food were superb
Drinks were tasty n expensive but company paid for it...hehehe
Stayed till 10.15pm while waiting for love to fetch me
So happy to see love....*blush*
We proceed home eventually
But something happened to us that day
Both of us met an accident
That stupid bus driver was so damn pathetic
Love was riding and there's this bus driver continue driving while we were riding
Love couldn't brake on time and love push me away and he got knock down instead
The main part is that the bus driver stop quite a distance from us and didn't even bother to help us, Even the ppl around there just stood there and watched
NO ONE, Not even a single person help us.
What kind of Singaporean are they??
The cars keep horning at us and love force himself to get up and push his bike to the side and force himself to confront that driver but he drove away instead
WTF!!!
I just couldn't believe that some Singaporean doesn't have the initiative to help at all

And to that stupid driver, Hope that u will get caught soon enough.
Thank god that love was ok.
I'm so missing love now.

2008-11-12T00:27:00.003+08:00
I'm so in LOVE with you.
Its just btw you and me and no one else
We're in our own world as always till the end
Our love just getting stronger each days goes by
You light up my life and forever u'll be in my heart
You're my heart and soul
Life is so beautiful with you around
I simply adore you so much till now
You're just irresistable.

2008-11-04T13:55:00.004+08:00
Not much pics taken but at least i got some pics to share...
My Best fren, My love, Simply my life!!

Will always be mine till the end.
Loving you so much Dear.

2008-11-03T23:11:00.013+08:00
Saturday was awesome
Watched The Coffin with love at Downtown East
I would rated the show 2/10
The trailers sure caught my eyes but when i finally watched it, it was lame.
Beside it was Halloween night and it was our 47th Anniversary together.
Wohoo!!!
A month to go till we turn 4...I had plans for him too...
Can't wait for that.
So we decided to watched that movie and went to ecp for dinner after that
Took some pics of us but will update the pics next time tough
We had bbq chixs, khailan with oyster sauce, sambal stingray and sambal sotong
Our stomach was so bloated that both of us just can't seem to be able to walk properly...hahaha
But we do enjoyed ourself though
We proceed home after that coz he's meeting his friends and as for me i got dance practise the next day.
Till than will update the pics soon aite.

p/s: Loving you lots baby.... Muackz
I'm missing my mummy badly and it is killing me.
I just wanna hug her tightly. Sigh!

2008-11-01T12:04:00.001+08:00

Happy 47th Anniversary Love!
Loving you endlessly till the end no matter what.

2008-10-29T18:40:00.005+08:00
These are the pics that were taken at the beach
They are great bunch of peeps
And they will conquer the place whenever there's a camera around them
LoL....

2008-10-29T18:32:00.002+08:00

Had a great time with Ate Sheryl last Friday
We watched HSM3

Love the dance, songs and simply everything
Gorgeous props too
Went to changi beach on saturday to celebrate rin's fren b'dae
Meeting her friends was great
Nice and great peeps
I know some of them and it was easy to communicate with them
Love fetched me when he's done with his work
Met them and he had his dinner there
Lots of delicious food too
Met love again the next day
Love fetched me at nite as he had trackin in the morning till noon
Being with love was great,
We watched Tropic Thunder

Freaking hilarious and it
Love as usual ordered Fish baked Rice again
He simply love them lots
As for me, i had popcorns...
Sweet sweet popcorns
I know i had a great weekends.
Till then.

2008-10-22T13:58:00.003+08:00
I need to be alone
Without him being around
He just don't seem to bother anymore
No matter what happen, he will never stop blaming me
Leaving me alone all the time
Maybe i should take a step back for now
My mind is so confused
I need time to think about everything

ps: I'm so disappointed in you
So much that it hurts badly.

2008-10-13T13:15:00.005+08:00
Been out since saturday and sunday
So so so freakin tired
Different routine last week
Went for visiting to all our friends place till 1+am...i guess
Love send me home for me to pack my stuff and we proceed to his crib after that
Sleepover at his place
The next day, love send me off to my dance prac and i learn a new dance steps
Had a great time as always...=)
My prac ends at ard 4+pm and love came to fetch me...
Sweeeeetttttttzzzzz.....
Proceed to me crib as i gotta take a shower before we proceed to town
I told him i won't be long but i was late
Everythings ready ard 45 mins....so sorry love for keeping u waited for me...hehehe
We proceed to town and love wanted to watched this
It was hilarious and you should watch it.
I mean it. =)

We bought cookies, popcorn set and fish baked rice
Love told me that he wanted to ordered 2 baked rice next time
He simply love them so much and he even said that i ate most of it
I was like NO....o gosh! hahaha
Nvm, next time i ordered 2 baked rice for you instead k hun. *wink*
Took some pics of us but i only posted 2 pics...hahaha
Gotta continue my work now.

2008-10-07T13:33:00.000+08:00
Had dance prac last sun and it was our 1st time in class
Everyone already learn all the steps except Me, Helena n kelvin
Duh!!! O gosh!!!!
We were lost as if we were a small kid losing thier ways...hahaha
We have so much steps to learn and we only have two months before the show
We're not giving up no matter what and we're gonna put up a great show for everyone
We just gonna have more practise.
I mean MORE!!!! Rite guys...=)
Well, I'm missing love alot even though we met a few hours ago...hehe
Went to vivo with love just now
Had our Dinner together and went to Toys' R us after that
Love wanted to buy a remote jeep for himself and he did bought it just now
Love bought me a small bear for me to bring it everywhere i go...*wide smile*
I bought myself a Rubiks cube...hehehe...
Trying hard to solve it till now
Will try me best to solve it.
Till then. Will update soon.

2008-10-01T20:09:00.001+08:00
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all muslim
Happy Anniversary love.
Miss ya so much.

2008-09-30T21:15:00.001+08:00

Life in philippines was totally different
Met my family members for the 1st time and they are a great bunch of people
I had a great time being with them
The neighbours were great tooMet my mom and i was soooo happy
The journey frm Clark to Vigan was more than 9hrs
I sat in the bus for 9hrs
Can you imagine how long i that??
O gosh..
I have to endure no matter what
But it's worth of waiting coz i get to meet my family and i'm happy with that
Met alot of new friends too and its kinda hard to communicate but i do understand after a few days staying there
I'm still learning their language though so that when i visit them again, i'll be able to communicate with them
As usual, missing love badly and we just texting each other.
So, i'll just upload the pics for you guys to see.

My Nephew, Johan

Linda's Department Store
My Darlin sis....

They just love colouring
My lil gal

Mi and kids

Guys playing congkak

Elpidio Quirino
President of the republic of the Philippines

Shops
Colouring again
Lil guys

My darling
Shops in Cendaan
Fav dessert
Am' boi eating sour gum

Kids having fun
McDo
Horses line up
Missing them lots
Their market

2008-09-14T01:34:00.002+08:00
O gosh, I'm so so so gonna miss love badly.
I don't want him to see me off coz i know tears will roll down eventually
No, I'm not a cry baby ok.
Its just that 2 wks is too long for me and i won't be seeing him except msging..*sigh*
And i'll be missing dance class for a day
Gotta brush up when i'm back..geezzz!
Time flies so fast tho
Look on the bright side, I'll get to meet my mom n lil sis
Its been more than 6yrs since i met them
Long story tho..

As for my lil sis, I'll get to meet her for the very 1st time
I'm kinda excited hw she looks like
Her name was given by me and i'm so so loving it
Its Lisa Natasha.
So chubby gurl coz my dad kept her pics since she was a baby
So adorable and my mum told me that she won a lot of contest
Its Beauty Pageant
All the medals was ard her neck in the photo
So cute la..hehehe
So eager to meet her and i have a tough job too
Gotta teach her English and Malay coz she doesn't know how to speak either of them
She speak fluent tagalog..aiyo...
Till than will update soon

P.S. : Missing love alot. Luv you baby!
To Dee, I'm not leaving you ok. Will miss you too babe. Muackz

2008-09-11T13:39:00.002+08:00
I'm in the office right now and i'm so so so so missing love alot.
Can't wait to see him tomorrow
3 days to go till i'm away
For two weeks....O gosh...
Love will see me off and i can't bear to part with him
Thats the hardest thing for me but i gotta be strong no matter what happen
And love will fetch me when i'm return
He plan everything of course
Keep bugging me when and what time my plane will land
hahaha....Relax k love
Missing ya lots.

2008-09-08T23:50:00.002+08:00
Had a tremendous weekend with love
Being with him is the most beautiful and amazing things I've ever had
I never get bored whenever I'm with him
Went for my test in the morning and the result was badly done
O gosh, Its kinda hard but I'm not giving up no matter what
Gotta keep on trying till i finish everything by this year...Insyallah...
Love been praying for me and told me not to give up no matter what it takes
Thanks you love for supporting me till now
I'll do my very best k dear
Love fetch me from school and went to my crib
We've been planning to go Geylang to buy our raya clothes before i fly off next week cause i don't have the time to find by the time i touch down
I gotta wash up and get ready and love fell asleep while waited for me
He's peacefully asleep...
He's so cute lar..hehehe

So we headed to Geylang and that's where our hunt begun
1st stop,
Went to Tanjong Katong
Been finding the right Baju for myself but nothing seems to be attractive enough for me
2ND stop,
We proceed to the bazaar and i found something that i like but when i try it on,
I'm like No way!
It is nice but its too big for me
Last stop as we were too tired of walking about
We went to Joo Chiat
And at last, I saw the baju that i like and proceed to the shop
Ask for my size but there's no size for me
So i got to wait till i touch down and that's when i can collect my Baju
They're gonna make a new Baju just for me
Awwww.....So sweet of them
Love found his Baju in that shop itself and i love the material
His is silk..
I love silk alot...
So everything is done and we went to his crib to put his stuff and headed to town
We're gonna watch this

Great movie and sexy..wohooo!
Hot body...Like it alot..
But before that we went to LJ and break our fast there
Everythings ended around 10+pm and we proceed home
Both gotta work the next day
Gonna rest though

So I'll be flying off next week to meet my mom and Lil sis in Philippines
Will be there for 2 weeks
Gotta miss my love very very much
I can't bear to be separated with him even though it is just a short trip
But to me, it seems very very long
Hope to be back soon
Take care of yourself k love
Don't worry, we'll still can be contact
Gonna miss love very very much
Love ya lots dear.

2008-09-06T12:55:00.000+08:00

Went out with love yesterday
We went to Downtown coz i wanted to watched this 4BIA

Love agree and we watched it at 11.25pm
He fetched me at my crib as always
So sweet of u my love....*wink*
I was in my room packing my stuff and he appeared in front of me
And i wonder what is the plastic thingy hanging on his bag
And guess what??
Its Body Guard Chest Protector
I was shock and it was sooooooooooo nice
The 1st thing he said was "B, try wearing this coz i bought it for the both of us so we can go trailing and we can share."
Awwww.....So so so sweet of love and guess what??
I tried it on and it does look gd on me...hehehehe
Than he tried wearing it and it does look gd on him too
And he said, "I bought this size so that the both of us can take turns to wear."
Thanks you Love. No matter what u wanna do, I'll give you my support k. I Promise.
By the way, the chest guard was in white in colour and printed graphic on both sides.
Leave it at mu crib as we were ready to head off to Downtown

So we headed to Downtown and book our mpvie tixs and waited for 1/2 hr before the movie start
Me n love went to find places to seat as we can't be bothered to stand that much...
Lazy us...hehe
Found a place to seat and love was distracted by the tv
And as for me, I took out my psp and started playing until love notice and thats when he start playing it.
He's concentrating on his motocross
His fav game though.
Ask him to take few shot of us 4 a sec and he said "Every time when i'm doing something, u always want to take some snapshot eh."
I just smile and giggle....hehehe
Movie about to start and we proceed to the theatre
The 1st part of the movie was like freaking shocking
Damn scary movie
I held his hand tightly all the way till the movie ends...hehehe
O gosh, its so violent, scary and hilarious
Thank god love was with me
People in the theatre kept screaming here and there
I understood how they felt but i didn't even scream ok..*wink*
Everything ends at ard 1+am and love send me home
So i'll see ya soon k love and that is tomorrow...=)

Concentrating on his games..

2008-09-01T23:05:00.005+08:00

Meet up with galfren on friday after work
Went to bugis for some window shopping and we do buy some stuff for ourself
Took some pics of us but mostly is in her camera so i gonna wait for her to pass me the pics...hehehe
Waited for her fiancee and love at long john
Her fiancee arrived but mine....errrrrrr...
No idea so we all waited for him
He reach at ard 11+pm
He was freakin late and i apologise on his behalf for being late k fiddy...
Went to my crib to pack my stuff
Sleepover at his place again
Reach home quite late though as he have to fix his bike for the long journey the next day
We're gonna headed to Kulai at ard 1am on sunday
Its a last min plan though
His parents plan this so we just tagged along
So on saturday, i went for my dance classes and love fetch me at my crib again
Pack my stuff again and not forgetting my passport
Thank god his mom called and reminded me
If not, I would have forgotten about it..hehehe
Thank you mama!

Headed to his crib and everyone got ready to head off
Went there by bikes
4 bikes in total including his cuzzy and her fiancee
The weather was so cold, FREEZING all the way
And the road in malaysia was kinda scary
The road was dark too
Not much lightings and all i do was to hold him real tightly
He will alwys comfort me to make me feel safe and we tend to see things that we wouldn't want to see
We both just kept our mouth shut
Reach his relative place at ard 4+am and they were kinda suprise to see us
We rest for a while as all of us was feeling tired after the long journey
Woke up every min as there were mosquitoes ard
What do u expect, thats life in kampong
But i must say, the place was beautiful during the day
Didn't took lots of pics though but we're sure having lots of fun

Today mark our 3yrs 10mths anniversary together
Didn't believe that we've been this long
Been ups and down but still as fresh as ever
Rite darls!!!
Love you so much as time goes by
No matter what happen, we will alwys have each other
I'm missing him badly even though we meet up quite often
Will see ya soon k love.

I bought a gift for myself today
A PSP slim..wohooo...
Love it alot
Gonna download a few games soon..wheeee!!
Sorry peeps, not much pics taken
Btw I just wanna wish all muslim Selamat Berpuasa.

High slope at his relative place

Can't really tell what they are up to..hahaha

His cousin(Holding e cam) n his sister..Snapshots!

Their Backyard. This is just the quater of it.

Half of their backyard

Me and love (while riding)

Otw home...His mom taking pics

Finally, Psp for me...Wheee!!

BFF

2008-08-27T23:05:00.002+08:00
As u can see, I've change my blog skin again...hehehe
I like it alot...wheeeee!!!
I'm extremely happy these days cause I'm meeting up my gf in 2 days time
Its been so long since we hang out together.
I mean me n her only.
My very own bestie even though we seldom meet up or chat but deep down inside of us, we simply miss each other, Rite fiddy!!!
Can't wait to meet her though.
I'm so so so eager. hehehe

Alot of things have been happening in my life lately but that's life rite.
I gotta except it no matter what and I'm fine with it
I just don't understand some people
Why do they have to start the accusation?
Why do they heard the rumours from?
Sending messages and calling people name, vulgarities and accusing people and make it a big deal out of it.
Never find out the truth in the 1st place
What's wrong with these people?
Seriously!!!
I don't even know where they got my no. from.
If I'm a very impatience gal, they can receive a letter containing fines cause i can do that to them.
I have the messages that was sent by them and that is my prove about someone misjudging and sending vulgarities as well.
But i 'm not gonna do that cause i couldn't care less about these people
I have my own life to take care of
Why should i bother with all these childish act?
And beside i also apologise for the non mistake I've made
Even though i wasn't at fault, i just apologise and the other party didn't even apologise for the mistake she/he made.
What the hack rite.
Simply can't be bothered anymore.
But one thing for sure, i know that there's an insider who is close to me, been telling all this rumours to them.
Someone told love and love told me about it.
So I think i know who that person is
The middle person i must say
Love's friend said that person will admit sooner or later
And love was piss off with the rest of the people so he ask his friend to remind them that if there's a rumours about me again, he's gonna do smash that person head
hahaha....
Love is so fierce...lol
Well, some friends are just a gd at acting
They act nice in front of us but back stabbed us at the back
All i know is that i'm gonna be careful for now
Don't wanna mingle with them that much anymore
I know whose been telling those stories lately and u're forgiven
I won't take it too hard though

PS:Gonna spend more time with love b4 flying off in two wks time.
Love ya so much baby.

2008-08-24T12:30:00.003+08:00

It was raining non stop yesterday
I had to get to my fid's ngagement
Its at 1pm till 6pm but i couldn't make it on time due to the bad weather
Love was all set since 1.30pm so was i
We waited for so long but the rain is nt stopping
O gosh, I was so eager to see her in her baju but too bad i wasn't able to see it
Called her a few times but no one answer and at ard 6+pm, she picked up my call
She's kinda sad coz i didn't make it on time but i still went to see her
Reached at her place at ard 7+pm,
Ya , i know it was over but what was i supposed to do due to the bad weather but i still visit her
We chatted and took some snapshots of us
We are vain, Definitely! hahaha
We had lots of planning to do before her biggest day, Rite fid! hehehe
I wanna had some sleepovers at her place, travelling and of course shopping with her.
I'll try to do that and try to fit into my schedule ok darling fid.
Before saying goodbye, I hug her before i go and thats where we both parted.
Awww...Miss her though but we'll meet up soon k

Me and love went to eat as he was feeling hungry
He wanted to ordered alot of side dishes as he suddenly had a big appetite
Poor love.
So we just ordered 3 dishes that i baby kailan, sambal slice fish and tom yam soup
He ordered another plate of rice for himself again...
He's feeling really hungry as usual..=)
Than we decided to proceed home
Stayed under my void deck for a while before we went to my crib
Yeah, he's sleeping over at my place...hehehe
So here's are the pics that i took.
Till than will update next time.

Wanna kiss her badly

Sweetness in life

We rockz!

Loving dis pics

Us with the kids
Tom Yam (My all time Favourite )
Kailan

Sambal Slice fish

Me and Love

Simply us

2008-08-19T13:15:00.009+08:00
Well Well Well......
Had a tremendously great weekends with love
Where shall I start...hmmm
I got to attend the same routine on saturday
Followed by dance classes in the afternoon
And proceed to ppcc to meet my beloved Denvers for their AGM
Miss them so much and everyone seems so eager
We chat n chat non stop due to too many left out stories around...hahaha
I went back home to get change while waiting for love to fetch me
Proceed to Rasyid's weddings coz most of us couldn't attend the following day due to work and other stuff
Chat for a while before we proceed home
Went to love crib as we're heading to Kota Tinggi at ard 5+ in the morning and we left 1hr for us to sleep
Damn tiring and our body is so weak though

Went to Kota Tinggi on last Sunday with love and family
Got a wedding to attend
We went there by bike
Wohoo...
It was damn far but it was worth it
After the wedding, we went to jb and had our early dinner and proceed to the cd shop
We was like crazy choosing a lot of cd...
Hahaha
We proceed home after that
Reach home at ard 7+pm
Tiring as ever...
O gosh but we do have fun though
Gotta go Desaru soon
Thats what his family plan to go for our next trip
And maybe this cuming sat we're gonna go jb again..Hehehehe

ps: luving him to the bits till now

Us at Kota Tinggi

Me at Ppcc
us on the road

Godzilla Dinosaur
At Kota Tinggi
Nasi Usa (In jb)

2008-08-12T23:08:00.002+08:00
Its already 11.08pm
Soon i'm gonna be in la la land....hehehehe
So what i have been doing lately...
Hmmm...
Singapore b'dae falls on last Saturday that is on the 9th August
Been raining almost everyday and what did i do??
I was at home waiting for the rain to stop
Love went tracking with his friends in the morning
Me n love had been planning to watched the fireworks at the esplanade in the afternoon but we didn't make it there
We watched it live on tv instead...hehehe
When the rain had stop that is ard 9+pm, Love fetched me and we went to Mustafa Centre
Bought some stuff there and headed to the nearby food centre after that.
We ate Butter chix, Kima n Butter naans
Than we proceed to meet up with his friends
Had some chit chat here and there as usual till 2+am
So we decided to proceed to his crib
Sleepover!!!!

Woke up the next morning, Wash up and cleaning up as usual
His Mom and Dad went fishing since 5+am so there was no food for us to eat
So I cooked sambal ayam which is his favourite dish, That's when his parents came back with some fishes
His mom cook vegetables and fried fish
Had our lunch together
Went to the wedding again and i can't make it to my beautiful galfren n her group competition
I know she can do it and so i rushed back home and catch her dancing live on tv instead
So cuteness....hehe..
Even though u guys didn't make it to the next round, U guys are already winners to me
Me n Love meet up with his friends again at night
Watched dvd about motorcross and guess what i was freaking sleepy so i proceed hm after that
Of course love send me home and meet up with his friends again
I guess that's about it for now
Missing my Love n Techniques
Few more weeks till I'm meeting my mom n lil sis in Philippines..Wohoo!!

2008-08-05T22:40:00.003+08:00
More updates for ya. *wink*
Well, What i've been up to lately...
Lets recap...hmmm....
Went fishing with loverboy and family at tanah merah
Even though both of us were damn tired coz we were working before that
Fishing all night long till the next morning
Reach at his hm at ard 9+am
Took a nap for a few hours before meeting up with his friends
We went to his friend's engagement
Ate alot as usual coz the food is so damn delicious....hehehe
We stayed for quite sometime and thats when they planned where to go next
I suggest that we went to Ikea & Courts so some of us proceed there.
We went to survey some stuff
Me and loverboy were tempted by all the things around there
Lots of stuff that we wanna buy and so we planned to drop by again end of the month..hehehe
Shop till we drop baby...hehehe
We proceed to simpang after that
Celebrating Atap's b'dae and it was a suprise for him
We didn't took pics that much due to low batt.

Went to work on monday as usual
Monday blues??
Nah, not to me coz my company organised an event
Its a movie nite for all of us
We watched The Mummy and it was hilarious
That's what i think.
hehehe...
So my company will be organising lots of events for everyone
I know all about it coz i'm part of the welfare team...*wink*
Sports, Games, Holidays and etc soon...
Gonna have lots of fun and they are great bunch of people
Great bosses, Great Directors and Great colleagues.
Thats about it for now
Will update soon aite.

I'm so loving you, my love.
You're part of my life
And it will stay that way forever.

2008-07-30T23:00:00.004+08:00
Updates Updates Updates!!!!

Newflash, Me and love are happily together till now
Still going so strong as ever
Its just so beautiful and we never fail to make each other smile
Be it rich or poor, we'll always be there for each other no matter what
It makes me love him even more n more
You heard that darls
"I LOVE you so much that i cant stop thinking of you"
No more problems between us.
Just love which will never ends
It will be that way for the rest of our life
Rite darls..*wink*

We've been meeting each other almost everyday now
Sleeping over at each other places as usual
Went to vivo city last sunday
We watch PROM NIGHT
Its a great movie and its kinda violence.
But the overall was ok.
Than we proceed to ECP and we had our late dinner
Both was hungry and we ordered cockles, Honey chicken wings and satay...
Fill up our empty stomach before proceeding to the beach
We had a long chat and took some pictures too
The view was so beautiful at night
Love was making faces all the time
Never fail to cheer me up
He's my favorite boy ever
And he's a part of my family since we meet the 1st time and the story goes on n on
Never ending love birds.

2008-07-21T00:24:00.005+08:00
Its been a while since i update my blog
So here i am updating now
Lets recap what i have done lately
Love been fetching me from work almost everyday
But i keep reminding him not to do that coz i don't want to trouble him and i don't want him to pampered me that much
Or else i'll get use to it and that would be difficult for us.
You know what i mean.
But he keep doing that and he just getting sweeter each days goes by
He is a great companion in my life even though we had rough tough together,
We never fail to brighten our day
I know I mean so much to you just like u mean so much to me
I just love you even more

Let proceed on what we've done on weekends
Went to our friend engagement day on Saturday
Lots of food n love ate like nobody business..."Notty you eh..hmp"
While waiting for the rain to stop, everyone was busy chatting n goofing around
The comedian among his friends as usual
We laugh our hearts out

After that they plan to go town but me n love didn't went due to the bad weather
We had quite a long chat btw us and we came to a conclusion that we do need each other no matter what.
Awww....Sweet!
Love you lots darls.
We procced to Mustafa Centre with yan n his gf
They just want to get some stuff

Went to meet up the rest of his friends at aloha
We ate again and again
Had alot of fun there but due to time constrain i had to go home coz i gotta wake up damn early the next day
Been waking up early everyday and i'm kinda tired though.
So after my thingy in the morning, I rush back home by taking a cab
I gotta attend a wedding at Orchid Country Club
Ian cousin's weds
They invited me since i know all their family members
Long story though....hehehe
It was so grand i must say
Simply love it.
Told love i wanna have the most beautiful wedding ever and
Love came up with lots of stories saying that he wanted this and that on our special day
Can't wait to get mearried huh...hahaha
Hold on aite, The day will come aite..*wink*

Than we went to my place coz i need to change
Can't expect to wear Baju kurung to town rite..
People might think i'm crazy...haha
We headed to town after that
Wanted to watch a movie but we just have no idea what we're gonna watch
In the end, we choose this instead

Great movie and you gotta watch it
The duration is 2.5hrs
Its worth it though
Before proceeding to the cinema
Love and me meet his buddy, gf n his friend at Lucky Plaza
Me n his gf been wating to meet each other but either us or them are always busy and we get to meet one another at last...hehe
Its worth of waiting though
We had fun among ourself before we go our separate ways
Took a few pics before that
Than it was time to say goodbye
But no worries,
We will meet up soon aite
Thats all for today
Will update soon if i got the time ok.